Where's that Rock

I need a big rock to climb under.  I just want to hide until all these dilemmas clear over. 

My daughter could be losing her medicaid and I can’t put her on my insurance until January 1.  I tried to put her on it initially but they wouldn’t do it since she was on medicaid…argh!! 

School is about out and my daycare situation is nuts.  If I was to pay for full day daycare for both kids it would cost me $800 for a month.  That is my paycheck!!  I don’t think so.  So my mother in law will keep my daughter for the summer and my son will go to daycare.  My mother in law would keep Matt but she is in her 60′s and has a hard time getting up and down.  Doing toilet duty with Matt would be too much.

I’d be more than happy to do in home daycare but my home is just too small for that.  Kevin and I have been talking for some time that it may have to be a reality for our future.  The older that Matt gets the harder it is for us to find an affordable place for him to go during summer and after school.  I know that before too long our daycare lady will retire and he’ll age out of the after school program.  There isn’t any services for special needs kids in that regard since most moms in our area stay at home.   But if we did that then a whole slew of other problems emerge.  I can’t seem to get a break.  See why I need a rock!

And there are so many other things hanging in the air.  We got the possibility of finding a bigger house and all that entails.  I have the last year of college looming in front of me.  We are also going to work to get custody of my step-children this summer.  Work is always overly stressful.  And I’m turning 30 in a week.  Where did my 20′s go? X    

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