Ultrasound

The ultrasound wasn’t too bad.  Not near as bad as it was at the hospital.  We were in and out in 45 minutes.  I was glad of that.  The tech wasn’t real talkative but she was nice and professional.  She did her best not to hurt me while still getting the images that she needed.  I did hurt a bit and bleed a little afterward but it didn’t really affect me too much.  I should get the results back at the end of next week.  Normally, it would be sooner but with the Thanksgiving holiday everything is pushed back a lot.  I’m feeling pretty good now.  Except I need to finish a ten page paper for English by tomorrow.  I’m up to five…nowto find five more pages of crap about Ernest Hemingway’s wives and make it sound good

Kinda Freaking

Okay, that is a lie.  I’m TOTALLY freaking.  I have this ultrasound to do in an hour.  I’m not too excited about it.  I know you all said that you had it and it was no big deal.  Well, I had it at the beginning of the year and it was a very big deal.  I’m hoping that because it happened when I was already in intense pain was a huge factor.  But the memory of it has my stomach doing somersaults.  Not happy.  This is worse than the fear I had before getting an amniocentisis with Rachel.  Thank goodness I took my Zoloft this morning or I would be a train wreck!!