Couldn’t take it…

I couldn’t stand the black no more!!  So hows about some Christmas flair all

Frustration!

1:00 a.m.

I’m so not surprised at this.  It’s like the story of my life.  I deal with something but no one else can see it. 

On that note:  my ultrasound came back only showing a very small cyst on my right ovary.  Nothing anywhere else.  Nothing.  I could call my doctor back if I still hurt but what’s the point.  If all their tests show nothing then what can they do…really?  Nothing.  Nothing at all.  So I suffer. 

9:30 a.m. 

I called my doc this morning to go over other options.  She won’t be back in the office until Thursday.  Today she does surgeries and then she takes tomorrow off.  I left a message with her to call me at work on Thursday so we could discuss what I can do.  All I can think off is to start looking at the other parts of my body but I really, really think it is that left ovary.  I tread on